Faith & Sight (Prayer Devotional for the week of January 27, 2013)

In his second letter to the church in Corinth, Paul talks about our heavenly dwelling and the fact that these bone-weary bodies are merely temporary, because someday, we’ll have a homecoming beyond our wildest imaginations. And then, in 2 Corinthians 5:7, he adds, “For we live by faith, not by sight” (NIV). What does it mean, though, to really live by faith?

The Message translation explains that verse a little more clearly: “It’s what we trust in but don’t yet see that keeps us going.” Could you imagine how radically different our day-to-day lives would be if we truly put that verse into practice?

  • What if you woke up in the morning and instead of groaning at the alarm clock as you fumble for the snooze button, you said “Good Morning!” aloud to God in genuine appreciation for being able to live another day?
  • What if when payday rolls around, instead of looking at your check stub and thinking about all of the bills yet to pay, you first said a prayer of thanksgiving for God’s provision and faithfulness?

As a culture, we are pretty good at reversing 2 Corinthians 5:7; we trust in what we can see and think skeptically about anything we can’t bank on yet. That mindset runs contrary to the way God wants us to depend on him, though. If we lived day in and day out in unabashed faith in God, then wouldn’t it alter our perspective on life? It doesn’t do us any good to dwell on the could’ve-should’ve-would’ves in our past, any more so than it does to daydream (or worry) about the what-ifs in the future.

If we live each day as an opportunity to trust God with this life he has given us, then we will think differently about ourselves, our belongings, our behaviors and those around us. We might find that an attitude of grace, gratitude and generosity comes a little more naturally, because we desire to honor our Creator, not merely please our own whims.

Foodie Friday: Nutty Crackers

2013-01-22 09.32.08I was in the mood for something crunchy, so I thumbed through my favorite low-carb cookbook to see if I could find something to curb my craving.

Dana’s recipe (p. 135) called for sunflower seeds and shredded cheddar cheese, but I had pistachios and shredded colby jack on hand, so that’s what I used.

In a food processor, chop up about 1.5 cups of nuts, then pulse in 1.5 cups of shredded cheese. Add 1/4 c. water while pulsing to blend it all together. When it starts to pull away into a ball, it’s ready to mash.

This was the fun part! One of my 8yos helped me spread the dough onto a parchment-lined baking sheet. We put another sheet of parchment paper on top of the dough and used our fingers and a small rolling pin to smoosh it out as thinly as possible. We got it to the very edge of the parchment paper and tried to make sure it was evenly smooshed. I didn’t measure the salt; I just lightly sprinkled the flattened dough. Pistachios are already kinda salty to me, so I didn’t want to go overboard.

Dana’s recipe says to score the crackers before baking, to make them easy to separate later, but I completely forgot that step, oops! I baked them at 325 for about half an hour, and as soon as I took them out of the oven, I remembered that overlooked step. So, I used a pizza cutter and gently scored the batch into about 6 dozen crackers. Thankfully, the dough was still somewhat soft & didn’t crumble.

The crackers tasted delicious, and my little sous chef gave them a big thumbs-up. Next time, though, I think I will halve the dough and make two batches that I can really thin out, because some of the crackers in the center weren’t as thin & crispy as I would have liked, but we didn’t have any more space to smoosh the dough.

Fog will lift

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Downtown Waco blanketed in fog

We have had very foggy mornings this week. As I was driving to the school to teach my adjunct class early Wednesday morning, I was thinking about the gloomy feeling that seems to accompany fog. I had started out the day pretty ok, all things considered. The boys and I did a hot cocoa toast and clinked our mugs in my brother’s honor on the 4th anniversary of his death. We speculated whether four years is even enough time to see everything in heaven, or if perhaps he’s still exploring.

Maybe it was the alone time of being in the car, not trying to put on a strong face for the kids, just listening to music that detoured my thoughts. A song came on the radio, “Whom Shall I Fear.” One of my favorite lines says, “The God of angel armies is always by my side. The One who reigns forever, he is a friend of mine.” The song brings to mind Romans 8:31-39, which talks about our ability to conquer our adversaries, with God alongside us. In the interview linked above, songwriter Chris Tomlin mentions a story in 2 Kings 6 where Elisha prayed for a servant’s eyes to be open to see the spiritual army that God had rallied on their behalf.

I love the entire song, but the lyrics that opened the tear ducts went something like this: “Though darkness fills the night, it cannot hide the light.” Four years. I miss him so much, and sometimes it still feels very foggy. And yet, the fog will not linger forever! It will come and go on many a morning, but as surely as the sun rises, the fog dissipates.  God is faithful, and though we cannot always see very far ahead of where we are, in this moment, we can rely on the fact that he is always by our side. I’m so thankful that the One who reigns forever was also a friend of my brother’s, and someday, I’ll get to spend eternity together with both of them!