Hobbling around town

No. 5 asked Mr. Lemur to keep me company while he was at school.

My knee surgery went well on Thursday. I was able to bear weight and even walk from the kitchen to the laundry room that same day! Unfortunately, Friday morning’s arrival was a huge disappointment, as I woke up in a lot of pain, could not bear any weight on my leg and had to use my borrowed walker to get around the house.

The ice chest/insulted brace contraption eased some of the much increased pain, and I spent the bulk of the day on the couch. I guess I still had some of the “good” IV drugs in my system on Thursday! Even though I was taking the Rx version on schedule (including waking up during the night), Day Two was definitely the worst.

Saturday was a little better; I found that I could balance with the walker but pretty much support myself standing. I still couldn’t walk more than a step, though. Saturday was glorious, regardless, because I was allowed to shower. Just unwrapping my wound and giving the back of my knee a good scratch was remarkable! That cottony gauze stuff they used as dressing was itchy! The boys were both impressed and disappointed to see that I had only two stitches in my knee.

By Saturday night, I felt pretty good. The pain medicine helped the achiness but didn’t make me feel dopey at all. I made a test drive around the neighborhood that evening to prove that I could work the brake left-footed. I woke up on Sunday feeling even better. I was able to take several steps without the walker and drove the boys to church. Getting in and out of the car was, by far, more difficult than actually driving it. I mean, my foot works just fine! Once I got in the car, I could work the gas with my right foot and brake with my left.

Pass interception foils the Mustangs’ TD attempt! Sic ’em for the return TD!!!

Once I had demonstrated that I could drive, I decided to stick with our plan of attending the first Baylor home football game. Since I still had the walker, I sat in the handicapped seating area, which offered a great view, and I could still see the kids in our ticketed seats (only the two oldest plus a friend — even I am not brave enough to take all five to a football game solo!). The only downside was the number of chatty passers-by (since the seating area was an alcove of the main aisle/walkway), and many folks lingered at the railing to carry on their conversations (despite the sign that clearly read: “NO STANDING. [wheelchair image] ONLY”).

There were more frustrations getting to our seats, to begin with, including some unanticipated stair-hobbling on my part, but I have already tweeted my frustrations and won’t belabor that further. One thing I will say is that for once in my career at the university, I didn’t feel like the pandemonium would somehow be blamed on my department. That may sound silly to anyone who has never worked in Development, but believe me when I say that anything that can (and will) go wrong will be blamed on the fundraisers, somehow. It was nice just to go to the game as a fan.

Dwelling (Prayer Devotional for the week of September 2, 2012)

I am sometimes guilty of dwelling on things. I am my own worst critic; I will replay scenarios in my head over and over, mentally kicking myself for mistakes I’ve made. Unfortunately, this also means that it’s not easy for me to forgive and move on when others wrong me. I will forgive, then take it back and dwell on it a while longer. I forgive again, then rehash the situation in my head. Round and round it goes.

Once those bitter thoughts make themselves at home in our minds, it’s hard to kick them to the curb, but we must get rid of them before they fester. Bitterness can take root and hinder us from being useful for the Lord (Hebrews 12:15). Our minds can either become dwellings for the enemy’s ideas or safe havens for the Holy Spirit to work through us. The choice is ours, and it hinges on what we decide to think. After all, Luke 6:45 says that “the mouth speaks what the heart is full of” (NIV).

When God gave Moses instructions on building the tabernacle, he said that it would become his own dwelling place (Exodus 25:8). God’s very presence accompanied the Israelites on their journeys! Later on, in the New Testament, Paul explained to the Corinthians that our bodies are now God’s temple (I Corinthians 6:19). God is not confined to a box; his Spirit makes a dwelling with us, personally. How awesome is that?!

Whenever you are tempted to dwell on problems (or problem-people) in life, remember the words of the psalmist: “Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, ‘He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust’” (91:1-2).