Having money/possessions isn’t bad; it’s letting those things consume you that becomes the problem. (1 Timothy 6:10) Keep God first.
What do you think of 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, where it says that our lives are not our own if we belong to Christ? Does he have total control?
Why fret over things that you can’t control? The past is gone, and now is a chance to start fresh. What do you want to build in me, God?
It is contrary to our culture to give up control or to be submissive. To let Christ truly be Lord of our lives, though, we must.
Is there a circumstance from your past that the enemy likes to throw in your face? Defy Satan in Jesus’ name today; God is in control!