What is your baptism story? Think of someone who needs to hear the story of what God has done in your life – then go tell them!
Ponderings
Devotionals, prayer & insights from my Bible reading
Not your everyday preacher (Prayer devotional for the week of June 5, 2011)
Have you ever looked in your pantry or refrigerator at shelves full of food and mumbled, “There’s nothing to eat!”? Or, pushed aside clothes on hangers in your closet and groaned, “I don’t have a thing to wear!”?
Imagine, if you will, that instead of having a cupboard full of groceries that you simply don’t feel like cooking, you ate only locusts and wild honey … that you caught by hand, no doubt – crunch, crunch, mmm! Or, instead of donning the latest Coach clutch, your accessory was a simple leather wrap for your camel skin tunic … I feel itchy just thinking about it. Now, you are eating and dressing like John the Baptist, as described in Matthew 3.
Centuries before his arrival, the prophet Isaiah foretold the coming of John the Baptist (Isaiah 40). The Bible explains how John hung out in the wilderness of Judea, far from the hustle and bustle of the big city (Jerusalem). He didn’t lead a megachurch in the center of town with his picture on highway billboards, three televised Sunday services, a New York Times best-seller and his own podcast (not that any of those things are bad … just that John didn’t have a marketing department). Instead, he preached out in the boonies about the stuff that we don’t like to hear: sin and our need to repent from it. And guess what? People flocked to him! People came from Jerusalem and the whole region of the Jordan River to hear him preach and be baptized in the river. John even baptized Jesus! Wow, can you imagine? Check out Matthew 3 for the whole story.
Today is our annual baptism and anniversary celebration, and we have so much to praise God for these past eight years! Think about your own family and how Crossroads has influenced it. Look at the folks seated around you in the worship service this morning. So many people in our church family have come to know Christ in a personal way because of his work through this fellowship. God is good, all the time! So, let’s focus our prayer this week on sharing our praises. Praise is a type of sacrifice that we can offer God, and I reckon that the more we focus on praising him, the less we’ll notice our frustrations.
Prayer prompt for Saturday, June 4
Have you ever asked God for something and he hasn’t done it the way you wanted him to? How might he use the situation to his glory, anyway?
Compartmentalizing emotions
Sometimes I find myself purposely not thinking about something sad because I’m afraid that if I do, then it will overwhelm me and I’ll break down into tears. Once I start thinking about one sad thing, then another comes to mind, and another … There is so much grief around me this week, and I don’t feel like I’ve been a very good friend to people who may need me because I’m not allowing myself to think about it much.
A dear friend is grieving for a Stage IV cancer diagnosis/brain tumor of another friend of hers. I am praying for both of them, but it breaks my heart so much, I don’t want to dwell on it. She is a young mother of two. 😦
One of my uncles died of a heart attack a few days ago, and my two cousins are taking care of the arrangements. My heart breaks for them, and then my mind wanders to the prospect of dealing with my own parents’ death someday … and not having my brother here to help me. At least my cousins have each other. Then, I feel guilty for thinking that, because it sounds heartless; they have each other, but they lost their dad! I must sound terribly selfish.
Today, a friend from church posted a prayer request for her uncle, who has sepsis and acute renal failure — both diagnoses are fatalities waiting to happen, from what I understand. I know that God is still in the miracle-working biz, but sometimes – for reasons I will never understand – my prayers don’t get answered in the way I would like.
In a different sort of grief/stress, I have a close friend who has been out of work for months, and I hurt for her — I know too well how difficult that is.
I needed to get my mind off of those things, so today after work, I rearranged the laundry room and reclaimed “my” room (the “pretty” room where the piano, fireplace, curio and my porcelain doll collection are … the room that was never supposed to have toys, laundry or clutter … my testosterone-free haven from the chaos) by moving all of the laundry baskets into the LAUNDRY ROOM. Fancy that! Tomorrow, I will clean the bathrooms and tidy the study. Now that school is out, we can sort papers and file away the special ones to keep and recycle the rest.
Housework can be a stress reliever, and it’s a relatively simple way to see a tangible result for my efforts. It can also be stressful, seeing as I don’t have a lot of time to do it, but when I carve out the time (like I’m planning to this weekend), then it helps to divert my thoughts and keeps me from wallowing.
Prayer prompt for Friday, June 3
There’s too much baggage/regret/fear in my life for God to use me. God doesn’t charge baggage claim fees. He just wants to carry it for you.
Happy blog birthday
Today is my blog’s third birthday! I think I will celebrate with a Jim Beam Red Stag and Diet Dr Pepper. (Please note: There is no period in Dr Pepper … I wouldn’t be a good Wacoan if I didn’t point out that lil’ pet peeve!) 😉
Three years ago seems like a time portal. Three years ago, I was finishing my master’s degree (and swearing that I would never, ever, EVER go back to school for my doctorate. D’oh!). Three years ago, I was a mother of three. Three years ago, I was 80 lbs heavier. Three years ago, I didn’t have a clue about what curveballs life could throw my way … and how God could see me through.
God has been good, friends. Does that strike you as odd for me to say? It’s true, though. Even in the midst of tragedy (I might argue even because of tragedy), I am more aware today of God’s presence in my life. Sure, there are plenty of days when I still feel like I’m on auto-pilot or survival mode, but I don’t take my blessings for granted as much as I used to.
*Raises her glass of Red Stag & Diet DP on the rocks* So, here’s to the last three years … and the next however many to come! 😀
Prayer prompt for Thursday, June 2
I’m no one; how could God possibly use me? Um, hello – look at Moses! Don’t let the enemy talk you out of God’s plan for your life.
Prayer prompt for Wednesday, June 1
Look for the gifts in other people today. Sometimes people don’t recognize their own blessings. Pass along God’s love to them today.
Prayer prompt for Tuesday, May 31
Pick one challenging circumstance in your life and pray today for God to help you see it as a gift.
Prayer prompt for Monday, May 30
If God removed the “thorn in your side,” what great things could result? Guess what: He can still do great things in spite of it!